Bye 2018, and Hi 2019

Goodbye 2018. Best wishes for 2019. Wishing every day of the new year is fill with lots of love, peace, happiness, joys, good health and prosperity.

100號月亮公車,從遺忘開至記住,快來尋找哪些遺忘了或是美好的2018年回憶? 哪些又是2019年的新希望?

祝願新年快樂,身體健康,幸福滿滿🎉🎊🎈

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Goodbye 2016

After left Malaysia n started a new life chapter in Hong Kong. I experienced a total different life style in 2016. I had regained the joys to get close to natures, had better quality sleep n health, experienced work-life balance,  rewarding job that gave me more financial freedom. At the same time, 2016 also marked the departure of my beloved dad n saw the evolvement of my jobs.

I started get used to live alone in this metropolitan. It gave me lots of opportunities to get out of comfort zone to meet up new friends, explore new things, n hopefully can start some new hobbies n contributions in coming years.

Here are some of my remarkable events in 2016.

1) Hiking

I started my hiking experiences in Hong Kong on 1st day of 2016 with SS.

Since then I continue explored different parts of HK  to enjoy the nature beauty of the islands. Hiking with Meetup groups brought me to outlying islands, Geoparks, Tseun wan, Sai Kung, etc.

The only thing that stop me for doing so since august are the summer heat n my back / leg pains.

img_2959img_40782) Passing of Dad

Dad experienced serious health conditions since early of the year n was hospitalized on 1st day of CNY. He was diagnosed with Myloema in mid June n started his cancer treatment end of June. His targeted drugs treatment did not help in rescuing his organs failure complication  (kidney, heart, lung) n passed away on 26 July after his treatment. Although we were sad of his passing, but felt blessed he did not suffer much pain (except  he has diarrhea n can’t get down of bed last few days).

Dad, we missed you.

img_3253-13)  Families and Friends Visits / Gathering 

After MF visited me last Nov, SS n her sister, Mae, Tony, Lily, Young, Pency n Ah Cheng  took turns to visit n stayed with me in HK for past year. I also met up Chip Choo, Chow Ying, Kok Siong, Miu Yee to catch up what happening backed home.

4) Marked the 50′

This year marked the 50′ for all horse gals n boys. Hualian classmates had a grand gathering in Taiping on 11 June, 2 days before my birthday.

5) Traveling

I traveled a bit this year. I went back to Malaysia 6 trips in 2016 (Feb, Mac, June, July, Aug, Sep) to visit families n friends.

The other trips are 1 day trip to Macau n 3 days to Taichung. And countless day trips visiting different parts of Hong Kong (Sheung Shui, Tai O, Lamma island, Cheung chau, Stanley, central heritage walk etc)

 6) Social Activism 

Since I left Malaysia, I tried to keep a distance from social activism in Hong Kong. I only attended 64 vigil, HOCC supportive concert n Bersih 5 HK. After reconnecting with Malaysian friends, I may took a more active roles in coming year.

7) Work Life

Since the restructuring of T&D department in Feb, other than supported the local team for deliver some training, I have changed my role to 100% global training & development. I have convinced the team leader to establish the LMS n focus on eLearning. Work load started to creep up slowly n the “Learning in Motion” platform is ready for role out in 2017. It’s an exciting & hopefully rewarding in future!!

(Company has gone through resizing n restructuring since July n hopefully the bleeding stopped in 2017, as we has made remarkable profit then)



Hopefully in 2017 I will be wiser, happier, healthier n more successful!!

Choose the better side of life

Pa, I love you. I will always remember your teachings n the precious moments we have together.

We will definitely choose the positive side of life that filled with lots of love, joys, peace, happiness, friends n family.

Don’t worry Pa, I will always (and ensure our next generations) have the positive, right, and always seeking truth attitude. 

(Hand written draft by papa, the seeds that embedded years ago have grew to fullness now)

爸,永別了,一路好走。


前晚當明福通知我們你下不了床時,我心痛,立刻買了張機票想過幾天飛回來看看你,遺憾的我來不及回來探望病重的你就走了。

昨晚打電話回家一直沒人接聽,我想可能昨天的化療讓你更疲累了,遺憾我一直在你最需要關懷照顧的時候都沒機會給你說說話打打氣,你就走了。

昨晚我們忙著打電話商量如何照顧開始虛弱的你,媽媽叮嚀我帶些補品給你,很遺憾的我們什麼都來不及做,你就走了。

我原想下個星期回來時,約個朋友跟你談談你以前的故事,把你年輕時候精彩珍貴的事蹟給紀錄下來,好讓你的子孫後代記得你曾經為這個社會做過的事,遺憾的這個想法還沒實現,你就走了。

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小時候,你是我的偶像,我想我是最幸福的孩子,有機會跟著你去開會跑山旅遊看世界,有機會看過你演講參政的激情,有機會和你分享讀書聽音樂的樂趣,當然也跟你和媽媽一起經歷過生意失敗、家道中落後困苦努力的生活,看著你如何為了我們的學費離鄉背井到台灣工作,感恩你們的付出,許我和弟妹一個比較好的未來和生活。

你一生淡泊名利、從不與人爭執爭風頭,我一直都認為你真的不適合從政,不過每次你談到57年參加的獨立運動會、65年開始參政、69年513後的社會經歷、74年成為國會候選人等故事,我都看到你閃爍的眼光、聲音裡的興奮,就不好意思打擾你的思維,我想80年代後從社團政黨退下來應該不是你要的選擇。

你和媽媽一直是我的人生導師,你們教會了我要感恩惜福,要照顧家人和為這個社會國家盡最大的努力。我是個不孝的女兒,這10年來一直忙於工作社運忽略了你們,騎劫了你們對我的信任,把你們的祝福當做最大的支持,忘了回家忘了給你們打電話問候你們的狀況,直到家裡出事我是最後一個被通知,你們生病了我才驚覺白髮斑斑的你們不能再挺胸健走,你們都老了,我才開始努力的想每個月回老家多陪你們。

2012年我們原要回去浙江溫州祖家前不見了全部護照,當晚你暈倒在酒店裡,我們才知道你的身體狀況不佳,可是我們還是掉以輕心以為當時你只是太緊張而已,所以後來都沒有跟催做個全面的健康檢查。

過後為了實現回祖家的願望,你開始努力運動,沒想到2013年8月出發前一星期才發現一直隱隱作痛的你有心臟疾病血管阻塞,開刀做塔橋手術後,感恩你大步跨過,復健蠻快。原本我們去年又再計畫去溫州,這次是你的眼疾把行程給拖下了。

今年開始你的身體健康一直出狀況,水腫到腳難走路,拖到年初一我們緊急把你送醫,以為住院治療後會沒事,沒想到一直都找不到病因,直到5月尾你人不舒服再住院觀察,醫生說是骨髓腫瘤。

你一直都保持正面看法要治療跟病魔搏鬥。我知道化療會很辛苦,不過看到你的心臟腎衰竭帶來的後果影響 ,我一直都不敢跟你談不要做化療的選擇。

昨晚當梅君來電告訴我們,你痛楚得下不了床想拖延去醫院治療,到如何告訴明福你還想活下去,我知道你是鬥士,沒想到今早收到你去世的消息,我愕然這次病魔這麼快就把你給打倒了。

永別了,爸,我愛你。

我們會永遠記得你的愛。

你的不孝女慧君
寫於趕回太平奔喪的路上

(26/7/2016)

浮塵


People on the move again?!? Based on the rate of T&D organisation changes, I just hope we know  who we are n where we heading to very soon.

From Candy to Ivan, then Mary, and now Sherri. When can we settled down on the ground n moved forward?

一個月內換了三個頂頭上司,三個月內這個新小組已由3個不同的人來領軍,卑微的我只想塵埃落定踏在地上快步走呀。